Monday, November 23, 2009

What is a relationship to u?

Someone ask what is a relationship:

"A relationship is like a rose. How long it lasts, no one knows. Love can erase an awful past, love can be yours, you'll see at last. To feel that love, it makes you sigh. To have it leave, you'd rather die. You hope you've found that special rose, cause you love and care for the one you choose."

And "
Don't bring baggage into a new relationship, check all baggage in at the baggage claim before boarding a new relationship"

"The ultimate test in a relationship is to disagree but still hold hands."Don't take love for granted. True, it does come and go. But no matter which one it is, always learn from it and still live your life to its fullest.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

3 things!

To live in this world you must be able to do three things: to love what is mortal; to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it; and, when the time comes to let it go, to let it go!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Crush

Having a crush on someone,is it a good thing or is a sad thing?
U like someone but do not dare to take a step,whether is afraid of being "In a relationship" or afraid of being "played" once again...

I'm afraid...i was thinking to myself...if i have a crush..i am afraid that i would be the one that will get hurt...
no one understands the pain that i have been thru ..all this years....
it is just some memory that i do not want to rmb...
it hurts..badly...
But every thing seems different ever since, my last relationship..
Many of my friends, says i am different, my thinking,my looks...haha .
well, i learn from my past...and if can, i just hope that this time,
if i choose someone, i would really hope that it will be the last.(Love is more easily demonstrated than defined)
I do not want to go thru the same shit again...it is a painful process...
if someone is just playing on my feeling...please...don't..
my heart is lock up..
don't get a key and open it up and then leave it there...it just ain't fun anymore..
I am seriously breaking down..
Stop there,if u are playing..my heart can't take it.i just can't..


Monday, November 2, 2009

Two heart beat at once!


Unfortunately,i do not have feelings for the person that has been with me the whole time...
he maybe the one who is important to me..but not b/g relationship..not more than that..i am sorry..
i am really tired of hurting people..especially when i see him that night...acting that way..
it's hurting,annoying, and i freak out that night..
i don't know what to do...i am scared to death...
Imagine someone which is real drunk...have a knife on his hand...and he did not hide it..
talking to u like..u are his gf..and asking why don't you choose him?

A bit scary..try to be there during this kind of situation..you just don't know what can you do..my mind goes completely blank...
He is drunk, no one fetch him..and asking me to sit his car..he will drive me home..
with someone which is drunk and having knife on his hand...do u think i will even get in??

But the best thing that happen that night,is that "honey bun" was there..i feel bad for him too,is because his family came down..and he got to help me out..but i am thankful that he is there...

He might know what exactly happen, but he is there to help..that is all that matters..he is really sweet..and caring guy..
he ask me to text him when i am back..home..and this is really sweet..

I know i have been rejecting people coming into my life...but this time..all this got to stop ..
i just need to find someone that really cares for me..like me for me..
not because of how i look? or how i dress?

All i want is to find someone who can really be there for me..when i need them..and to love me for who i am..
I feel hurt to hurt others...Yes, i don't know why..but it just ain't a good feeling to hurt others..
i am hoping that someone would tell me..that he will never leave my side..and i hope that is someone that i like <3





Sunday, November 1, 2009

Sean Kingston - replay

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

郭静《心墙》



一个人 眺望碧海和蓝天 
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越 
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝 因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远 
不计划太多 反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天 Wooh~
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解 
我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗 
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙 
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放 
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

Two is better than one!


Lyrics | Boys Like Girls lyrics - Two Is Better Than One lyrics